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So, EPC has been pushing ahead with learning how to get Project and Power Apps to do what we want them to do. I've had a poke around in the guts of it but not had the confidence to create/change anything. Today, we pooled our knowledge/thought processes and got some stuff done. We created some fields for reporting - then realised they already existed :D And we created a risk so that the PowerBI out of the box report could report it. But I do want to make some changes, there - we do regular updates on our RAPID items and there's currently no box for that, although we could repurpose one.

Another colleague quipped that by the time we'd learned how to set the thing up, it would be coming to end of life. I gave a sarcastic response that may have been OTT - but it hit a bit of a nerve. There's a company that could help us set everything up the way we want it WITHOUT us having to learn how it all works. As EPC said, you don't learn to build a house, you just buy one - because unless building houses is your business, you're never going to need to do it again. Once we have everything up and running, we aren't going to need to edit and configure and build. But there's no appetite for spending the £2/3k it would cost. At least we're learning about how it actually works, I suppose, rather than passively using it.

Otherwise, it was a pretty slow day.

Ash ran her farewell stream on Playstation Access. I haven't watched it but I did send her a good luck message in the chat.

And I played a bit more FFXVI. Were there always so many camera angles showing people's crotches? O_o The little bursts of FFVIII's battle music make me :) Cid is still a great character, as is Gav. And Charon. I do get definite DAI vibes from some of the environments, too. The combat is sort of coming back to me.

My 'phone also seems to be back to normal. After losing battery quite quickly last night, it seems to be back to normal today. Maybe it was just having an off day. We all have those.

Tomorrow is a WFH day. I know it's not as good for my back, but I might just stay sitting on the bed rather than putting up my little table. I'll see how I feel.

Oh, and LFC won against Sparta Prague, although the boys don't exactly seem overjoyed. I think they're glad of the win - still on track for 4 trophies! - but it's a game they expected to win.

Long days

Feb. 19th, 2024 09:13 pm
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The other day when I was in the garden, I noticed the ground under one of the shrubs was quite bare. In a few weeks, there will be leaves and flowers aplenty and you won't be able to see the ground - but right now it needs Something. 'Primroses would be just the thing,' I thought. In Tesco today I bought two trays of primroses - one white, one pink! Weekend task is to plant them out.

Got a phone call from daughter asking if we'd like to baby sit grandson #2 for an hour on Friday. Normally we'd jump at the chance but I'm in the office on Friday because husband has appointments tomorrow and Wednesday, so I've had to switch my days round. :( She's going for her first scan for grandchild #3, just to make sure everything's progressing properly. Grandson #2 will just have to go along. He won't have a clue what's going on, anyway. And sil will be there, so at least daughter won't have to manage on her own.

Had a meeting with my spiritual director. Lots of church-talk, of course. They got me to think about what I want the new Rector to be like. The word that comes most to mind is 'open' - open to the gifts of laity, open to the gifts of diversity, open to the truths in the Bible, open to the facts of science. It was a helpful exercise.

Otherwise, I spent the day at my desk poking at the training materials for a PM qualification I'm going to take later in the year.

Oh, also got to watch Dave continue his journey with FFVII. He fought the Turks - Reno <3 <3 - and got to Cosmo Canyon. Absolutely the best music in the whole game! And he now understands Robs references to 'lifestream' and why he's wearing a blue cape and dark glasses :D Lots of people in the chat got upset with his pronunciation of Nanaki - he said it differently to how I read it but at this point, who knows? So, he had a bit of a rant, which was probably the purpose of the comments because he is VERY easy to wind up :D 

Dave chose Barrett and Red XIII, and then Cait Sith, for his party, so in Gongaga he met Zack's parents but didn't understand the significance. With Aeris in the party, of course he'd have got more story. But as Rob pointed out, he has to play it his way, which is how we all first experienced FFVII back in the day. I still aim to get through my first playthrough of any game on my own - and if I do look up one or two things, it's after I've tried everything I can think of to get through. I certainly don't use a full walkthrough unless I do a second playthrough. And it's a VERY long time since I did a second playthrough of anything because there's so much new stuff to play!

When I replay FFXVI I won't bother with a walkthrough. I had no problem getting through it the first time and I'm not trophy hunting, so there's absolutely no need.

No Fenyx tonight, and probably not tomorrow, either - but I think there's football on Wednesday, so I'm hoping to finish off Aphrodite's section then.

An early night wouldn't be a bad thing. I got woken up at some ungodly hour by the police helicopter, which sounded as if it was hovering right over our house, then again at 4am by police sirens. A nice solid night would be lovely!
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So, unusually, I had an afternoon with absolutely nothing booked in - no meetings, no action from a meeting, no documents to work on. So, I put YouTube on the telly and watched some 'how to' videos about MSProject for the Web. And I actually learned something! One thing I learned is that we don't have Roadmap and that looks like the thing we need to do the portfolio view. I shall have a word with EPC tomorrow.

Otherwise, it was a VERY quiet day.

Oh, except for doing three loads of washing and changing the bed...
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I've come down with a cold :(  But my flu jab is doing it's job and it's probably more a 48-hour thing than a week-long one.

Work-wise, the week was productive with LOTS being done on resourcing the Roadmap and planning it against the current portfolio.  We even talked about rolling some individual projects into programmes!  We'll be a 3PMO before we know it!  Just as I'm reading articles about PMOs being called something else...  Most of the number crunching was done by my line manager but I helped out here and there.

I've also pinched one of my work templates (hey - they're MY templates!) to use as a 'final report' on ToG and used my morning writing slot to chip away at it.  It's really interesting to map the whole thing out and see what we did - and to trace the beginning of the end.  It was definitely the pre-Christmas lockdown last year, I think.  We were beginning to engage with the garden group in-person, but they didn't join us when we pivoted back to on-line, so when we went back to in-person, they felt no real connection to us.  They join in if they happen to be around and have time, but they have no real bond with us.

The success story, though, is the member who joined because they were curious about all things religious and used us as a way of finding out more.  Not only do they now regularly attend church but they are looking at starting something up with the garden group!  ToG has provided a seed bed for them to grow in - now they are ready to branch out on their own.  And yes, I can keep the gardening metaphors coming all day :D

And the big un-success story has been accessibility for the person who uses a wheelchair.  The building we use IS accessible - when the doors are open, and getting them open before the person arrived was sometimes a challenge.  Ironically, they are now ALWAYS open because of the garden group - but the person is still self-isolating because they have a suppressed immune system.  NOW the problem is getting the tech to work to provide a hybrid offering!  *facepalm*  Still, I've learned to think more broadly about 'accessibility', so it counts as self-development.

Right, time for my exercises before the shopping arrives!
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It has rained every day this week except for Wednesday - which was the day I went to get my first jab!  My appointment was at 2.30pm but I arrived early, was sent straight in, and left at about the time I was supposed to go in.  Anfield was in a state of organised chaos - it's a long time since I was in company with so many people but it didn't really hit me until afterwards because I was just being herded along with everyone else.  Most of the time was spent with the chap taking my details asking questions, me replying 'pardon?', him repeating, me answering, him asking 'pardon?', me repeating :D :D :D  Anyway, we got through the questions, I got my jab and sat in the observation area for 10 minutes, and came home.  The bus got really snarled up in traffic coming home.  The roads are all really narrow round there and it was home time for all the school kids.  But I got to walk down the revamped Prince's Boulevard, so that was nice.

I had some trouble with deadlines this week - as in setting reasonable ones.  Definitely a learning opportunity, there!

I'm not keen on the way The Rookie is going.  Just feels like a hammer to crack a nut.  Of course, it's an important issue, and as a police show they should deal with it.  I just think real life is subtler than that.  But, I suppose, if it makes one person rethink their attitudes, it's a good thing.

I'm watching Intergalactic - still not sure what I make of it, although I like the 'your clean, shiny world comes at a price' set up.  A colleague keeps trying to get me to watch The Expanse but it's on Amazon Prime and I don't do Amazon.  I am looking at buying the books, though - the books are always better, right?

And that's all I remember about last week.  On to the shopping!
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 In the process of putting together another job application.  I've also sent a couple of job postings to friends.

I'm enjoying the rhythm of Morning Prayer every day - very monastic!  You can watch the videos here - I was leading on 9 June, if you've ever wondered what I look/sound like, for the Taste of God slot (talking about David and Jonathan and their more-than-friendship).  In the main MP slot, thought, we're currently reading through Acts and the other day (Wednesday, I think) we did Paul's Conversion.  One of the things we talked about was that after the awe-inspiring events on the road to Damascus, Paul stays on Straight Street - as far as we know, the only named street in the Bible!  We discussed how some people have that big experience (our Rector describes her own conversion experience), but others are working away on Straight Street, which is much more my own experience.  I have just always believed, and I like to think I'm just doing my own quiet thing on my metaphorical Straight Street.

In some ways, I envy the certainty that comes from a conversion experience, but I also think it really leaves no room for doubt - it's not something you can run away from, is it? :D  But there's a contentment in knowing my place at least has a name.  I am Rosa of Straight Street!

The husband has been going on about the garden again.  In the past, this has led to some level of row after which he wipes his hands of the whole thing, and I feel I really can't do anything after all.  However, we've come to an understanding about each other - and ourselves!  He has ideas that I want to turn into reality, but in my efforts to do that he feels I've run roughshod over him and taken over, but he isn't in a position to make it real.  Understanding that I have a responsibility to treat his ideas with respect, but he needs to let me do what I need to do to make it happen, has been something of a revelation for us both.  34 years in, we're finally learning how to work together!  ROFL

Anyway, today I'm hunting for some seeds that we can plant now (I know - sooo late!) in expectation of getting some flowers this year.

My other tendency is to take the original idea (which tends to be cheap, simple and low-key) and turn it into something big, expensive, and grandiose.  He mentioned 'pond' and I instantly went off researching water features!  But I am at least more aware of what I'm doing, so can rein myself in a bit.

Otherwise, it's the usual Saturday round of washing and cleaning, with some gaming thrown in.  Daughter & co are expected tomorrow.
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So, I had two evenings out this week - nothing exciting, though!  Both were church related meetings - the first was the church council, the second was an audit of a course on mission.  I was very pleasantly surprised by the open attitude of the tutor.  I can tend to get reverse-judgmental and believe we're the only church in the world that's open and accepting of everyone - you know, like Jesus was!  And, in fact, nobody in the room challenged the tutor, so hopefully they're all open and loving.  They are all there because they're training for ordination or readership; I'm there to support my LML work.

Speaking of which, we had a bit of an incident on Tuesday.  I gave my set of keys to my right-hand person so that they can open up early for our member who is wheelchair-bound, and lock up when we've finished.  I had already left because a) I had to get back to work and b) I don't have keys anymore.  They had a meeting with the Rector after the session, who hurried them off whilst said wheelchair bound person was waiting for a taxi, in the rain.  It was quite a while after the session had finished, what with tidying up and chat and I don't know when the taxi was ordered.  Anyway, we got the inevitable email from the person who wanted to make sure the same thing didn't happen to someone else.

I don't know how I feel about it.  I'm actually a bit shocked that they were bundled out and left to wait in the rain (even with an umbrella) - but they could have booked the taxi for a specific time, rather than calling the company and waiting on the vagaries of taxi drivers.  And they are a regular member; it could have been someone new to the group, and it could have been their first impression.  But if it had been a nice day, it wouldn't have been a problem!

Anyway, it happened.

Tuesday evening, I got a bit of a scratchy throat which, by Wednesday morning, had turned into a low level cold.  I've soldiered on through work supported by Lemsips, again.  I had a similar one towards the end of last year.  Over the last few years, I've had one big illness that has kept me off work.  Not sure which I prefer...  But we have a new sickness policy that monitors how many times you've been off work.  It's just...  If you're ill, you're ill!  Ongoing conditions are accounted for, though.

Also had a review of my PDPR with my new line manager.  They seemed surprised when I said I wanted to leave - but they changed jobs from the 'other' University after about 20 years there and at about the same age (my deadline is my 50th birthday next May), so they understood my need for a move.  The review went well, and I made it clear I still want to see the role developed, even if it's only so it's a nice package to hand on to the next person!

Had a final coffee with my work mentor, who has a job at the 'other' University.  At the start of the relationship they said, 'mentoring is a two-way process', but I think, in the end, they got more out of it than I did (and I did get a lot) because it reignited their faith and they've been coming to 'A Taste of God' on Tuesdays!  Who knew I could be an evangelist?!  (ROFL)

And tomorrow, I'm leading and speaking at St Bride's.  I think someone is trying to make me a vicar by stealth... *peers vaguely Heaven-wards'

The son was 29 the other day and we had the traditional chocolate orange marble cake (not very marbled but VERY tasty - best cake I've made in years).  He has an interview on Monday at a place he isn't sure how to get to, so he and I are on a magical mystery tour today to find it!

And that's life at the moment.
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Learning About Me seems to have become a bit of a Thing...

On Thursday, I had my 'interview' with the Diocese to progress my application to become a Local Missional Leader for 'A Taste of God', my Tuesday lunchtime prayer and discussion group.  One of the questions, inevitably, was about my 'faith journey'.  I trolled out the story of randomly asking my mother if we could go to church on Sunday as we passed St Bride's (whatever in the universe prompted 7-year-old me to ask that?!) and how, other than a break in my teens, I've gone just about every Sunday since.  And how my journey has been about learning how much of what I was taught as a child I can discard and still be 'Christian'.

Then it occurred to me, and I said, that I am actually picking a lot of this stuff back up again, re-examining and re-exploring things (at the moment, it's particularly the Resurrection) that I thought were long behind me.

THEN on reflecting on it afterwards, I realised I have also moved a long way from the intellectual approach I took when I was younger.  One of the reasons I rejected a physical resurrection was because it made no sense intellectually.  I had intellectual arguments against it.  Now, I take a more contemplative, non-dualistic approach.  So much is mystery, and that's OK.  I don't have to explain stuff, understand it in my head - I just need to understand it in my heart.  Or, at least, wrestle with it there!

I think this is what Marcus Borg meant by 'pre-critical naivete, critical thinking, post-critical naivete'.

I finished watching 'The Society' and I have Feelings about it.  If you have Netflix, I heartily recommend watching it.  So many twists that I never saw coming, all so believable.  So many humorous moments in the midst of dark and questionable actions.  So many moral dilemmas.  What would YOU do?!

I started 'What We Do In The Shadows' and...  This is funny?  It was the kind of thing where I clearly saw the jokes but was not amused.  Some of my colleagues find it amusing, and I had a serious case of FOMO.  Lesson learned!

Oh, and Jessica Jones starts again on Friday!!!

Well, that's all for now.  Today is going to be a day of washing - and I can't even use the washing line because it's pouring down outside.  Sigh...

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