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Finally got to have a 'catch up' with a colleague who's been having a rough time. And it was sooo much rougher than I thought. I think they were glad to get it all out, though.

Otherwise, a fairly quiet day. We did get the PMF 'signed off'. In between dodging meetings, I'll spend some time polishing it up and attending to some additional bits and pieces to go with it. I'm not sure how or why, but this week is already rammed and it's only just started. Although there are one or two meetings I'm not sure we need.

I've just watched the first episode of 'Grimm Variations' on Netflix. I don't think I'll watch any more. I'm all for reimagining fairy tales but that was just weird.

And I think grandson #2 has given me a cold. I'm snuffly and have what feels like the start of a sore throat. Given my workload this week, I really do NOT want to be ill!

I'm holding off on finishing FFXVI. If there's no more DLC I'm not sure I'll play again, and I don't want to leave Valisthea. Whenever I save, I go up to the balcony off Clive's chamber and stand him opposite Jill, so they can gaze at each other while I'm not around <3

The moon is very bright but also very small - and keeps hiding behind tattered black clouds.
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It was nearly Rosa the Lost!
Even with a strategy guide, the Leviathan boss battle was tough. The third stage required split-second timing to ensure I got three Spitfires off in the time allowed. I didn't so much feel satisfaction when I won as relief. I must have had about 10 goes at it before I cracked it. There's a trophy for completing the battle on FF mode ;D.

The one that did give a certain amount of satisfaction was defeating the Tonberry King. All Tonberries give me the creeps. But... They're just trying to live their lives, like everyone else... Except that they feed off the pain and anguish of others. Who am I kidding? Slapping down a Tonberry King is ALWAYS good!

I wished I'd left Shula's second side quest to the end. The final conversation was definitely a leave-taking. At the moment, I'm thinking I'm unlikely to replay TRT, though, so that's now my experience.

I should have made the connection with Famiel sooner. I wonder if the dialogue changes if you play TRT before EotF?

The situation with Jamile and Havre got resolved - but I don't know how. I feel like I missed a conversation, somewhere. I think it's worth popping back to Haven before heading for Origin, next time I play. I loved that Havre referred to Jamile as his 'little canary' :) Cross-game references are always fun to spot.

I found 3 aquamarines but there must be at least 8 to find, plus some ageless oil - the other ageless items were quest rewards, I'm sure, but I definitely did all the quests. It's only for crafting accessories that I'm unlikely to use, though, so I'm happy to leave them unfound. But at least searching for them gives you a reason to explore Mysidia.

The music in Haven DEFINITELY sounds like the music from Besaid.

Jill - He's adorable!
Me - He is now!!!
Clive - He is now.
Me - >D

I wasn't expecting a 'gift' from Ultima, although I did know there was another ability set in the offing, now I think about it. I shall explore that next time I play.


A looong day spent entirely indoors - apart from hanging some washing out in the garden.

I don't think I achieved very much, other than completing TRT.

Liverpool beat Fulham to go joint top with Arsenal - Arsenal lead on goal difference. City have a game in hand; if they could lose that...

An early night - yay!
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In FFXVI, I've just completed Jill's quest (actually, it's Joshua's quest on Jill's behalf because Clive is too thick to think of these things himself!), and I've come to the same conclusion I came to on my first playthrough. Jill is seriously let down by the writing. She is a complex character, a survivor of abuse that is only ever hinted at, whose first thought is always for other people. When she expresses a desire to spread her wings and discover the world for herself, I cheer her on. When Clive says he'll do everything he can to make that possible, I grind my teeth with frustration. Jill doesn't need your PERMISSION, Clive! She's her own person. What you say is, 'I'll be waiting here for you, just like you've been waiting for me!'. Because I'm also frustrated by her meek submission to the role of person-who-waits-for-the-other-person-to-notice-them, topped off by describing Clive as her 'gift'. This is not an equal relationship, and that is the fault of the writers.

*deep breath*

OK, ranting over! I've triggered EotF, but I'm going to finish all the other side quests, and possibly the Class S hunts, first. I've still got more than 2 weeks to wait for TRT, after all.

I've also just completed 'Trial and Error' and I made the same choice as last time, despite wanting to try the other choices out, because Ember did do what he was asked to do. But Otto's speech at the end makes me think he might persuade both Clive and Nazaire to give Ember another chance.

So, what else happened today?

We had our 'final for now' service at St Dunstan's for Easter Day. I got a lift there and back, so at least I didn't have to hike up the hill. It was a warm day, too, and I wore my heavy coat, so I'd have been sweating by the time I got home. I think it's time to get my lighter coat out.

Liverpool beat Brighton, whilst City and Arsenal could only manage a 0-0 draw, so we're top of the table. Only another 9 wins and the League is ours!

I did a roast leg of lamb for tea that went down very well with the boys. I was worried I'd over-cooked it but it was tender as anything.

Another thought about 'Austenland' - the actor who plays Mr Hurst in the BBC 'P&P' series played another drunken lout of a husband, and one of the LI's played Henry Tilney in an adaptation of 'Northanger Abbey', which was very cute casting.

And now I'm trying for an earlier night, not least because I lost an hour's sleep last night thanks to the clocks changing!
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I woke up at about 7.30am and had my usual Saturday morning ritual of a bath followed by proper coffee and crumpets. I got downstairs at about 9am and it's now 10.30pm but it feels like this morning was yesterday! Days like this are good in one sense - I know I've had a properly restful day - but bad in another because time screws with my head and I'm not 100% sure I'm in the same day >D

Daughter, sil and grandson #2 arrived at about 12.30pm, closely followed by my parents. We were a bit disappointed that grandson #1 didn't come, too - he had a shift starting at 3pm but sil would have driven him to work. But teenage boys will choose bed over anything else, I suppose!

Anyway, we had fun giving the baby too much chocolate and cheering him on with his 'very-nearly-walking' efforts. He's such a sunny baby - no doubt his little sister will be a right little misery guts :D But still totally adorable, of course!

Daughter and sil have more or less given up trying to buy a bigger house. With two lots of nursery fees, their outgoings will be too high for a lender to take them on, at the moment. So they're thinking of extending the house they're in.

Grandson #2's nursery send daughter a photo of him 'reading' a book, with the comment that he was turning the pages himself, which she was rather non-plussed by. Of course he was turning the pages - that's what you do with a book! Then a few days later she saw something on the news about kids trying to swipe books because they don't know how they 'work' and the penny dropped. I'm a technophile myself, but I will never lose the love of a book in my hand - and I pray grandson won't, either.

After they'd gone, I played a bit of FFXVI, then went downstairs to watch 'Austenland' and have a take-away tea with husband. Then back up here for some more FFXVI. And somehow 15 hours have passed - but it's been a very restful day.

In FFXVI, I am now at Level 50 (started at 47) and have all the Eikons. I find the Odin battle much more satisfying than the Titan one. I know Hugo wanted to rule the world but he was also grieving, whereas Barnabas is a smug, self-deluded arsehole. I also cleared out some Class A hunts whilst I have Joshua with me - I'm saving up the Class S ones for the end game. 

'Austenland' was a bit slow to get started but I think it worked. I'm not usually one for romances but I can't turn down anything connected to Austen :D

And I've been thinking a bit more about 'Barbie', and the expectations of Western society. The fact that I actively resist, or even seek to upend, societal norms means I'm just as influenced by them as if I was trying to live up to them. This is a Troubling Thought.
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Today I cleaned the windows and washed the nets. After dinner, husband and I popped out for a walk and a bit of shopping.

I probably overdid things - but I get to just chill for the next two days, so I'll be able to recover.

In FFXVI, I checked out the freebies that come with EotF - a new roll of music for the Orchestrion and a Buster Sword, neither of which I'm particularly interested in, but hey, they're FREE! I also cleared out the new crop of side quests before travelling across the sea. I cheered Joshua when he punched Clive. Clive SO had that coming. But also, Jill shouldn't need to have her actions mansplained. But also, Clive should KNOW this.

And I've just finished watching 'Barbie'. It's... not terrible...? But I'm getting tired of the 'women are expected to be EVERYTHING' line. I know Western society does have those unrealistic expectations, but I've built my life marching to my own drum. I don't seek to meet anyone's expectations but my own. Which is great at a personal level, but at the macro level, the Patriarchy is alive and well, and everyone is suffering from the weight of it, men as well as women. What's the answer? Well, Ken should have his own place, too - and a real job. Barbieland is no Utopia.
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Today seems to have whizzed past, somehow.

I went to get my hair cut and he's done the front a bit shorter than I really wanted, again. The back's right, this time, though! I'm tempted to invest in some product to try to keep the front in place because there's a position where it does look good - and 50 where it's not quite right. When I went to pay, I'd reached my contactless limit and, of course, had no cash on me, so I had to find a cash machine. This isn't the first time it's happened, either. Note to self: use chip and pin on the purchase BEFORE going to the hair dresser!

This afternoon, I watched Dave from Playstation Access play the finale of Disc I of FFVII OG. After dusting, I turned my attention to paying my Barclaycard. For some reason, it wouldn't let me log in - when I clicked the link, it said the page couldn't be found, or something. I came to the conclusion it wanted me to download the app, so I did. Now, I appreciate online security has to be secure but this thing drove me nuts! At one point, it asked me to enter the PIN. I had no clue what the PIN was because I never use it to pay for stuff - I only use the Barclaycard to pay off other debt. Then I had a brainwave, and went back to the website to see if I could get the PIN - and it let me sign in! I got the PIN but abandoned the app and paid it via the website as per usual. In the meantime, Dave was watching THAT moment in FFVII OG but I missed most of his reaction because I was fighting with the stoopid app!

Since it's pay day, the husband and I thought we'd like to go to the Indian restaurant we went to last year that was on my bucket list. They do a few English dishes, including steak, so we asked the son to come but he said he needed to get to bed early. By this time, it was pouring with rain, so we ordered from them on Just Eat, instead :D Their food is just delicious.

I also made progress in FFXVI. I feel like I'm doing a lot more side stuff than main story, which I didn't feel on my first playthrough. I think there are a couple of reasons. Firstly, I'm very OP, so the battles in the main story are over much more quickly. Secondly, some of the side stuff feels like main story to me because it rounds out the stories of the important NPCs.

One of the REAL main story points I did today was an important scene between Jill and Clive. My thoughts about this are the same as when I first played - Clive is far too eager to get his hands on Jill's gift. I know it's her suggestion, and she makes it clear it's what she wants to do, but he could giver her more than 5 seconds to think about it! However, I paid a bit more attention to the dialogue between them this time - I think I was ranting about consent last time :D

I also bought the pass for the DLC and downloaded the first one, so it's all ready to go when I get to the right point in the story. I am very much looking forward to spending more time in Valisthea.

I've also noticed Astra the Hopeless Romantic changes her clothes! On my first playthrough, I spoke to her a few times and realised she was crushing on different people, but didn't notice the changed outfits. This time, I didn't bother speaking to her but did notice the clothes. I've looked it up, and the outfits reflect the crush-of-the-moment. And there's a kid near Blackthorne's forge who has a pet - but apparently he had different ones at different points in the game. If/when I play again, I'll pay a bit more attention to those two, and see what happens if I ignore ALL the optional sidequests :D

In my current readthrough of 'Northanger Abbey', I'm noticing all of the clues that John Thorpe is crushing on our heroine despite her protests. NA was written before any of the other full-length novels but was published posthumously. I'm seeing some forerunners of other characters and plot points. Catherine's refusal to accept Thorpe's attentions makes me think of Fanny's belief that Crawford cannot be serious in his attentions in 'Mansfield Park', whilst Thorpe's wilful ignorance regarding her real feelings makes me think not only of Mr Collins' persistence with Elizabeth in 'Pride & Prejudice', but also Emma's blindness to EVERYONE's feelings (including her own)! I love Austen so much. Which reminds me - I want to watch 'Austenland' at some point...

Finally(!), I want to capture a couple of weird dreams I had last night. Firstly, I thought our son shouted me from downstairs - he was angry with me over something, and in the dream I knew what it was; I woke up and it was only 3.30am and he was fast asleep in his room. I went back to sleep and had the second dream; we had a cat that caught mice and brought them to us as gifts - and also a bear, except the bear was the same size as the mice but that was perfectly natural in the dream! I don't normally remember my dreams, so I wanted to capture them.

And that will do for tonight.
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My break is half over already! But last Friday seems like ages ago, and next Tuesday seems ages away, so I'm going to continue one day at a time.

Husband and I did some shopping up Park Road, today. I was going to head into town because I wanted red-skinned potatoes and Tesco don't sell them, but I remembered there's a Lidl up there and they do sell them. They also have the most adorable mini shopping trollies - presumably for children to use. We got the spuds and some more Easter chocolate for grandson #2 with a cute stuffed monkey in the box. From Tesco, we got a half-leg of lamb and Yorkshire puds and some other bits and pieces. The aisles of both Lidl and PR Tesco are wide enough to get the wheelchair round comfortably, which is a major reason for going up there.

The wind was stronger than I thought it was going to be and we nearly got rained on, but husband was glad to be outdoors, so I'm counting it as a successful trip.

I've parked the bathroom tiles until Friday, I think. Or possibly even Monday. I feel like I need a clear day with nothing else planned and I'd like to go to the Good Friday service. But I also wouldn't mind missing that, especially since Sunday's service is at the church at the top of Upper Parliament Street, which will require Timing and Effort to get to for 10am. Anyway, I traded the tiles for the fridge and kitchen floor, today. Remaining cleaning jobs are dusting this room (which is at the bottom of the list, priority-wise), the tiles, and the windows (would really like to get both done).

Tomorrow, I'm getting my hair cut! Judging by my PMs on fb, it's 6 months since I last got it done. I knew it had been a while but that sort of took me by surprise. Time flies, I suppose...

In FFXVI, I cleared out some more side stuff and a couple of hunts, and actually did some story :O I know! There's a plot here and everything - who knew?! I defeated the boss who shares his name with a legendary horse. He's just so smarmy and gives me the creeps - it's a particularly satisfying victory. Then the king showed up (even MORE smarmy and creepy) and we didn't defeat him. But he has his coming, oh yeah! 

As an aside, I've been experimenting with the different Eikon abilities, since I have all of them thanks to NG+, and I find Odin's the least useful and Shiva's the most (Diamond Dust is AMAZING).

And I've just watched another film off my Tivo - 'Maggie Moore(s)'. I think it's about the lengths people will go to for self-preservation.
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Started the day with a bath because I'm on leave and some days should start with a bath.

After breakfast, I gave the living room a proper clean ready for daughter, sil and grandson #2 to visit. They had been out for breakfast and ordered waffles with chocolate sauce for grandson, expecting the sauce to be drizzled over the waffles but instead it came in a little dish. Of course, grandson gleefully stuck his hands in the sauce. Daughter posted some pics on fb of the three of them before he got covered in chocolate <3

Cute grandson continues to be cute, of course. It's hard to imagine there's a cuter child in the world. But will granddaughter be cuter, simply by being younger? We shall have to wait and see! Half the visit was spent watching grandson crawling around the floor, ignoring his toys and grabbing things he shouldn't. The other half was spent discussing possible names for granddaughter.

When our son was born, I found adjusting to being a family of four difficult and had a tendency to push our daughter out (she was only 3...). Husband brought me up sharp and I made the effort, and we raised two wonderful people. But I always found my relationship with our son easier. Husband, son and I work well together; daughter was always... I don't know the right word. We love her and she loves us. We get along really well - when she's not living with us.

What I'm building up to is that I'm anxious about how things are going to work when there are two grandbabies. Grandson #1 will be an adult soon and he had his whole childhood as an only child. He has a different place in our lives. But two little ones... I don't want to lose the relationship with grandson #2 and I want to build one with granddaughter.

Maybe I'm just overthinking. I'm probably overthinking.

In FFXVI, I've got the plot on pause whilst I mop up some sidequests. I KNOW Gav and Mid need us Right Now but... so do Martha, El and Quinten!!! I never understood the Allies quest board thing that Gaute runs. There never seemed to be any quests on there. Now I realise it's because the little green exclamation marks show up on the map without you having to visit him, which seems a bit unfair.

I have shedloads of Gil, now, and I've bought up some of the orchestration rolls I didn't get last time. Only two blank spaces on the list, now!

And 'The Rising Tide' releases in about 3 weeks - just enough time to finish the main game and play 'Echoes of the Fallen' I reckon!
 
Tomorrow, I plan to do a bit of shopping and clean the bathroom tiles. And help Quinten. And hopefully Gav!
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I went to church and listened to a friend venting about injustice. Which, to be fair, they had every right to do. What's happened isn't right, but we can learn from this. We're family. We can be better.

I rang my own mother. The word 'mother' is not one I embrace willingly. It has so much baggage attached to it - and Mother's Day hasn't always been a great day. And my mother, as my sole parent, did her best - but I was grandmothered much more successfully than I was mothered, and I claim the label 'grandmother' much more willingly. Just as I claim 'crone' far more easily than 'woman'.

I played a LOT of FFXVI. Fuck all the Mothers in Valisthea... Cid has shown us how!

I made a Bolognese sauce - and then our son treated us to a take away :D So, tomorrow's tea is taken care of.

Yesterday, our daughter (who LOVES the title 'mother') posted on fb that grandson #2 was watching the Crufts agility contest. He called all the dogs by the name of their dog and clapped when they finished the course. Cute grandson continues to be cute. She's been under the weather this week, so hoping to see them next weekend.

My BEST ever Mother's Day was when the kids were still quite young and we were all going to church together. Husband cried off, though for whatever reason. When the kids and I got home, there was a big bunch of flowers and a card waiting for me. He'd trekked out to the hospital, which was the only place he could find flowers on a Sunday (those were the days!). I will always love this man <3

Yes, I do specialise in posting randomness, thank you for asking. Although there is at least a unifying theme to this one.

And now for bed because I really want to make an effort to make my bedtime earlier.
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This morning, my 'phone started being a real pain and wouldn't turn on properly, then fizzled out completely. I'd only charged it up last night, so I didn't think it was out of battery. Anyway, I popped in to the O2 shop and - yes, it was out of battery. Still no idea how it went from nearly full to 0. I've charged it up again this evening. I unplugged it at 90%+ and now it's down to 84% - and I haven't used it for anything. That's annoying.

Being without a working 'phone meant I missed a call from the daughter to say grandson #2 had been to the doctor's today. The nursery rang to say he was running a temperature and was getting close to the point where they would have taken him to A&E. Daughter went to collect him, although she's not well herself - a combination of 'flu/whooping cough jab and baby germs by the sound of it - and sil joined them at the nursery. They went straight to the doctor who saw them as soon as they got there. Baby's temperature was coming down - no rashes, tonsils fine but a bit of a red ear drum, so prescribed antibiotics just in case. He's been OK in himself, just a bit quieter than usual, and was eating, so hopefully just 'one of those baby things' <3

It may mean we don't see them on Sunday but it's more important that they all get properly better.

'Phone's dropped another 1% of its charge. I mean, it's 4+ years old - it really doesn't owe me anything. I don't want to get another one, though, so I suppose I'll just have to take my charger everywhere with me. *sigh*

Played a bit more FFXVI, and relearning the controls. I've got all the gear and abilities now, thanks to NG+ - and I've taken off the ring that does the auto-attack. I remember it being annoying, sometimes, when I wanted to do a particular action and the AI did something else. I've left the one on for Torgal, though. I looked up the conditions for the first DLC and you have to do some of the sidequests - I'm just going to do them all again, I think.

The DLC for HFW is on sale but, as with FFXVI, I'd have to replay the game to remember how to do the combat! I enjoyed the DLC for HZD but I got them together. I don't think I'll be ready for another epic after FFXVI...

Work have bought all staff a subscription to a service called Leafyard - 'a web application that combines science and study to motivate people to take control of their own mental health' - which is based in Liverpool, so the uni is supporting local business as well as its staff's mental health. I decided to give it a go and there's really nothing I haven't come across before, at least so far. I am finding the chap doing the videos rather annoying, though. We'll see how I get on - or don't.

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